It's dawned on me this week just how deep my emotional hurts are on the inside - that might sound like an obvious statement but I guess it's been a dawning reality for me of late just how painful it has all been emotionally.....
It's a similar journey for the children too, and things aren't likely to change quickly I don't think. There are memories which trigger your emotions everywhere you turn....
In Ex 15:26, part of God's character is described as being the God who heals. This is true even though in His sovereignty He chose not to heal Karena physically in this life....she is of course healed now though....in His presence with no pain, no suffering, no tears etc...she is COMPLETELY healed now !
But for me, I will work hard to stay close to The Healer each day... in my heart, kneeling at the foot of the cross of Christ with tears in my eyes once again, arms raised aloft and I will wait for the only one who can truly heal the emotional hurts....it's going to be a long process I think but I'm in the very best of hands......
It will be a process..a journey you will walk day by day...and as you so rightly say...you will need to stay close to The Healer....
ReplyDeleteStill thinking fo you all and praying....
Always thinking and worrying about you young man. love you all more than you know.
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